thank you for all the sweetness you shared with me today.
i'm a lucky, lucky girl.
(amelia the cake was beautiful and delicious)
celebrating earth day in the warmth of the sunshine, preparing our garden for planting, noticing the beautiful new blossoms on the strawberry plants and taking two long walks along the river.
its been a glorious day.
i'm beginning to imagine branches covered in beautiful
tissue pink and white blossoms.
and, on those days when i look out the window and find gray colored skies with sprinkles or down pours of rain...i blissfully listen to the new sounds of spring and eagerly await the sun as it peeks out again. hello.
i still haven't baked him his favorite cake...carrot with cream cheese frosting.
he's been so, so patient. he knows its definitely worth the wait. its that good.
and i know his eyes will definitely light up when he sees all those candles.
it will be a joyous celebration.

with a bit of citrus sunshine.happy groundhog day and cheers to february.

the light changed today and she knew it too.
sometimes it felt as if we would never see blue skies again.
its been a good long while since we've had any clean air to breath in the valley. as i walked along the river celebrating the storm we received overnight i didn't mind the cold wind on my checks and tears in my eyes.

the mice i've heard in the walls have also had a cozy winter bed amongst my gloves. there was no stopping my immediate need to handwash each and everyone.

pajamas and socks, love santa.
happy, happy new year to you and yours.

i promise there will be an abundance
of celebration and thanks giving this month
for my very favorite...pumpkin pie.
also giving many thanks
for our beautiful moonlit walk last night.
happy november!
in the rising of the sun and its going down,
we remember them.
in the glowing of the wind and in the chill of winter,
we remember them.
in the opening of the buds and in the rebirth of spring,
we remember them.
in the blueness of the sky and in the warmth of summer,
we remember them.
in the rustling of the leaves and in the beauty of autumn,
we remember them.
in the beginning of the year and when it ends,
we remember them.
when we are weary and in need of strength,
we remember them.
when we are lost and sick at heart,
we remember them.
when we have joys we yearn to share,
we remember them.
so long as we live, they too shall live,
for they are now a part of us, as
we remember them.
sometimes i wish so much that you were still here. i marvel at how much has happened in the last four years since your passing. i know that you are with us and i'm comforted knowing that your love resides deep inside of me.
you truly are a part of who i have become.
i love you dad.